I am

I'm starting over, starting fresh, starting new.
Some people are stupid

new

xanga.com/michel_what_ive_done
check it out peeps

well

Haven't blogged in awhile....nothing new really going on in life. Got a hair...well can't really say cut...more like shave. It's all gone. Hung out with John all weekend. I'm like family over there. it was pretty cool. I got home around 8:30 today and my mom told me she found my phone.....in the washing machine. Yet again I have no phone.....Funnnnnn.

Stolen From Shannon.

My 10 Favorite Bands (for now anyways)
1. Linkin Park
2. August Burns Red
3. Bullet For My Valentine
4. Metalica
5. Mindless Self Indulgence
6. Avenged Sevenfold
7. From Autumn To Ashes
8. I killed The Prom Queen
9. Fall Of Troy
10. Devil Wears Prada.

Thank you

Thank you Shannon. I'm glad I was able to talk to you tonight. It made me feel a lot better.

I wish

I wish I we're back in kindergarten.
We didn't have to worry about who we were with
Or what kind of clothes we wore.
The only thing that mattered was
Whether you liked the green ranger or the red one.

Haha im happy

Lets see... I've a had a good week so far and it's only tuesday.
-Sunday: got invited to play drums in a band. pretty sweet
-Monday: swing dance was tons of fun. mad some sweet plans with Russo. After I got home I was on My E-mail for windows live (X-box account) and I got invited to put together a four man team for a tournament coming up. sweet.
-Today: got dumped with tons of snow. awesome. Probably no school tomorrow. gonna chill with friends. probably play in the snow like the good old days

so

In the past few days i've probably gotten about 5 hours of sleep. I've been at Tyler Vickers' house after i got kicked out. lol. Well we've been playing halo 3, devil may cry 4 (wicked awesome) and guitar hero 3. It's been a pretty sweet few days

WEEEEEE

Random blog post for today

I'm cool

Rad

Super Duper

Done

Just Break down

I feel as though I'm about to break. I cried tonight which is really a first for me. I feel as though God is testing me right now, testing my faith in Him. I will stand tall, I'll live through this. I fully trust You. You have a plan, everything will be ok. All I need is faith

so yea

There's this girl named Sarah. and shes rad
done =p

just

haha. i cant believe you. thats all
i knew it was gonna happen. it always does.

Let's play who knows James Michel

Ok people think they know how I feel, when I feel, and what I feel. when I talk about the butterflies I feel as though I'm making them. When I'm talking about the new girl I like i feel as though i actually like her. When I blog you people take what I say out of context and it makes me upset. If you really get to know me you'll know I'm pretty complex.

How do you know

How do you know if what you feel is real. Are your feelings real or are you just telling yourself that they are to make you feel better. Are you head over heals for her, butterflies in the stomach, or are you just working yourself up so much that you think they are real. Believe me I have had so many times I've doubted my feelings. *Get this* Soooo....I like this girl. I've know her for about 1 1/2 years, met her over the summer. I like her. Cool. I've liked people before. But here's the thing, all the other times I said I liked a girl then I like this girl. When I talked about one of the girls I liked it was always "gawd I've got butterflies in my stomach she makes me feel weird". Did I do that to myself because I got worked up over liking someone. <> See that's the funny thing about how my brain works. It wants to make things seem real that aren't and visa versa. I wish there was a sign, ya know like something that proves the feelings are true. I like this girl and I have for a little while. I really don't feel much, no butterflies, just ya know....feeling. Weird. I hate the heart/feelings and their confusing ways. Darn you!!!

Hey.

Im ok. Im back out of the hospital. School tomorrow. Some pain. I had a severe concussion lots of sprains and pulls, and tons of bruising. Fun

Thanks

This is just a shout out post to all my readers. Thanks to Karl I was able to install Google analytics which allows me to see how many visits I get and where there come from. Most are from right here in NY aka B-spa, B-lake, Mechanicville, Cohose, Newtonville, and Lathem. I'm surprised though because I have hits From Texas and Illinois. Thanks for reading. I'm happy.

Another year, another resolution

1. Get back into shape. I start tennis in March, so I better start now.
2. Cut back on swearing. I really need to.
3. Make new friends. People i don't know I should get to know.
4. Travel to a new place. I want to travel far out of the country. Few of us have plans for France this summer.
5. Get better at swing.

That's it for now. I better get started

hey hey hey. before people get on me about it i want to clear it up...

The love I was talking about in the previous post >see below< was love between wife and husband, not the love of friendship. I know thats a great love to have because i share it with many people. When you have a boyfriend/girlfriend in high school i personally believe it's not love...yet. Wait a few years. Sorry bout that confusion. Sooooo yea I <3 when people leave me comments cause then I have something to blog about.

light in the storm, that we call life said...

yeah. you do write about love a lot. but i think the phrase means somethig else. say 2 pll are relly close friends, and the love each other, but just as friends. then one day one of them gets hit by a car and dies. sure the other friend is sad, but is it better to have had thoses years as friends? I agree that if its true love they will never leave you. but what if you find it in high school? so what. when it happens it happens. You dont really have a say in it at all. do'nt be afriad of love my friend, it is a wonderful thing. i think you want love. but you just won't admit it. take the chance. God'd plan will unfold. You just have to let it.

Anonymous said...

you write about love alot. you want love soon, you just won't admit it.

Why do you people think I want love so badly. I may write about it a lot but it doesn't mean I yearn for it. It's a hot topic in life. I do admit though it would be nice to have true love but when I'm ready for it. Right now I have all the love i need from my friends. >.< Please tell me what you really think cause i appreciate it....a lot. I know people try to dissect how I feel from my blog post but truly no one knows what I feel but me. Thank you ^.^ and have a nice day


-c'est la vie

tis better to have loved and lost is a bunch of bull

I, for one, believe that it's better to have never loved at all in the sense of the phrase. Picture this. I have never had cable t.v in my life, I'm perfectly content without it. Some of my friends have had it forever. They would be devastated if they couldn't watch all their favorite shows. It's not that good of a metaphor but you get my point. Love is a great thing but I personally don't think that people in high school have experienced it. If you have loved and lost it sucks doesn't it. You wish you never loved at all, still had you heart in one peace, and didn't have to worry about dealing with ex boyfriends/girlfriends. Plus, I think it's not love if you lost it. The person you love would never leave you.

-c'est la vie

my mind

I feel as though my mind is in perfect peace. I feel like I'm truly happy and content. I don't need to worry about anything. Girls are like, the last thing on my mind. If I get a girlfriend then cool, if not then oh well. I'm not gonna push everything aside for girls. I'm taking life as it comes. I'm really happy and care-free. It feels nice. I'm going to excel, not to the Guitar Hero 3 tournament thanks to Kelly. She brought me to my senses with a nice chat that 12:00 in the morning. I think I'm making the right choice.

-on a side note, I <3 muh new hat

-c'est las vie