Wednesday, November 28, 2007

so true for many people

In some respects
I suspect you've got a respectable side
When pushed and pulled and pressured
You seldom run and hide
But its for someone elses benefit
Not for what you wanna do
Until I realize that you've realized
I'm gonna say these words to you

You don't know what love is
You do as your told
Just as a child at ten might act
But you're far too old
You're not hopeless or helpless
and I hate to sound cold
But you dont know what love is...
You just do as your told

I can see you man
cant help but win
any problems that may arise
but in his mind there can be no sin
if you never criticize
you just keep on repeating
all those empty "I love you's"
until you see you deserve better
I'm gonna lay right into you

You don't know what love is
you just do as your told
just as a child of ten might act
but your far too old
your not hopeless or helpless
and i hate to sound cold
but you don't know what love is
no you don't know what love is
no you don't know what love is

you just do as your told
you do as your told
yeah

Monday, November 26, 2007

heart

I want to tell her I like her
but how can i do it
i mean its not like i can just go up and tell her
gahh. life is so confusing sometimes
my heart is torn on this subject
blub. c'est la vie. such is life.....

Sunday, November 25, 2007

sick and *insert explictive here* tired of

people.
i hate when you say say you love someone after a day of dating
high school or middle school realationships are over rated
you say you love them and then you break up after a day or a week 
and you spend so much time bawling your eyes out
gahhh you people make me angry
get over it. it was a high school realationship
and that is my rant for the day
thank you and have a nice night

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Expression.
Expression of your feeling.
How can you do it
Without seeming like a fool.
Older or younger
People form their opinions.
You can't tell your friends you like someone
Without them judging you.
I like who I like
I don't need your approval.
I don't care what you think
I'm going to follow my feelings

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Listening to: Scooter - Maria (I Like it Loud)
via FoxyTunes

Saturday, November 3, 2007

so close to your goal, only to have it snatched away

free for all. i have the sword. Around a corner. BAM sword to the face. another one. i can taste the achievement. then bam. sniper to the head. triple kill with the sword was gone. i was so upset. well halo 3 with alex and jared was wicked sick. gonna get some sleep then some GH3 tomorrow with alex. peace

halo 3 995/1000

Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to, haunted, voices, craving, someone to run
to, i haven't lost myself in a long time, i never tried to care when i wanted to, i just want
to be part of something, i just want to be real like you

[Chorus]
Sometimes, i feel like a monster, and times, ifeel like a saint, i'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease

Silent, warnings, tell me, that i've let things come, undone, show me, teach me, the way to
heaven, cause no other way can, i havent lost myself in a long time, i never tried to care when
i wanted to, i just wanted to to be part of something, i just wanted to be real like you

[Chorus]

Closer, closer, closer to you, i need to be closer, i have closure, and get closer to you,
every step i take...

[Chorus]

And i love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me, i love the way you kill me, love the
way you heal me, i love the way you kill me, love the way you heal me

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Listening to: Thousand Foot Krutch - New Drug
via FoxyTunes