shake it like an earthquake

Family Force 5, Toby Mac, Thousand Foot Krutch, Building 429. in that order were amazing. The concert was amazing. Buuuuut first let me take you through the events that let up to the concert.

1) Took off from Clifton Park to head to Poughkeepsie. I was driving with Paul, Caroline, Cherish, and Sarah. nice 1:30-2 hr drive. Made a pit stop at some truck stop. Went to use the porto-potty and ew. Paul and Karl were the only ones who used it. The rest of us were smart and waited 2 minutes and went to hess. Went to the church and played on the playground. Then we headed to price chopper.

2)Price Chopper. Woohoo. We all got some food and ate on the grass across from the store. While we were eating Shannon decided to lead the girls into having cars honk at us. One shabby green car with 3 of the whitest kids of ever seen. They just stopped and stared at us for a while. Then they drove about 500 feet and were probably talking. Here's our rendition of the conversation

Wangster 1: dude did you see those chicks
W 2: oh yea they were looking at me
W 3: I think one of the guys was checking me out

OOOOOOKay enough of that. Then we decided to go get kicked out of Toys-R-Us

3) Toys-R-Us. WEEEEEEEE. riding on bikes and scooters, chilling in little houses, and running around. Paul, Shannon, and I all got are picture taken with Spider-Man. Karl jumped in front of one of the shots. its all good though since we completed our plan. To the concert!!!!

4) Ah the concert. We waited in line and played duck duck goose. fun fun. finally got in. Got our seats in the back near windows which was awesome. We went right next to the speakers for FF5 who were awesome. went deaf for a while but was all good. building 429 was next so we all went and got merch. then went back in for TFK and Toby Mac. they were better that expected. We all left and got home around 12:30. it was an awesome day

finally

got a new poem. feedback is appreciated


being an idiot I go too far
digging myself a grave
it's going deeper and deeper
I try to shut my mouth
but what I've said it's already done
the words I've said they cut deeper
then a knife into your back
how could I do that to you
I know the words will hurt
but I say them anyway
I hate the monster that I've become
I want to change my ways
I want to change all this pain
just take back all the words I've said
and be a good friend again.

results from the doctors

i found out the results of my MRI today. i didn't tear my ACL but i tore my meniscus. its worse. i have to get surgery on may 31. after i have to wear a knee immobilizer for 2 weeks after surgery. then i start pt. it really sucks because im out of tennis football and soccer. defiantly sucks

clothes drive, Karl, and indoor football

this morning we went to Schenectady City Mission for a clothes drive. i was on crutches so i was allowed to ride in the back of the truck. i still helped out. i was with Jon, Nic, Ben, Shannon, Caroline, Dave, and Joey. it was pretty cool. then back at the mission i unwrapped my knee and everybody was disgusted over how swollen it was. then we had pizza.after i hung out with Karl and we played WoW and Warcraft 3. Then we jammed out on drums and guitar. Barb brought me home on the way to church. my grandparents picked me up and i got to go to an Albany Conquest indoor football game. they faced Green Bay whatever. i can't remember their name. the final score was 75-27. Albany was wicked good. sitting in the seats was really uncomfortable. my knee was jammed up against the seat and it hurt pretty bad. all the people around us were drunk but other than that it was a pretty cool day

sick again

home from school again. knee is giving me a fever. i guess i also have an infection in it. it sucks so much. my knee is killing me. its still swollen and it hurts to walk. i now have to use two crutches to get around and thats a pain. Monday morning i go in for my MRI results. I'm pretty sure i tore something. If i did i have to have surgery if i want to play sports again. If i didn't i wouldn't have the same capabilities i did before the accident. I also have two options for sedation. I can get put under or get a spinal injection so i can watch the procedure. I think I'm going to watch it if i get surgery.

back from the doctors {edit}

i had to get fluid drawn out of me knee. it was like green/yellow. i filled a 2oz syringe with the fluid. then i had to get an MRI. i get the results on Monday. the doctor thinks i tore a ligament (maybe my ACL). fun fun fun. well im still in pain but they loaded my knee full of novacain(cant spell) get to go to vertical/nine12 tonight. tell ya how i feel later


Well back from vertical/nine12. in amazing pain. hobbled all around and don't feel well. almost fell a couple of times. pain. still had fun. and jon had an amazing speech.

someone needs to build me a bubble...

we took a trip down to the doctors office yesterday, sat in the waiting room for bout half-hour then got sent down to x-ray. wait there for bout 15 minutes and went back up to my room. doctor came in and looked at my knee and told me i have a possible torn ligament. have to go to the orthopedic and get it checked out. hopefully its not too bad

snow

NOOO we don't need all this snow. why is it snowing, its the middle of april. went to the mall today and picked up Karl's and Joey's presents. i actually went into hot topic for the first time and i actually found what i was looking for. cant wait for the party tomorrow. more final fantasy. YAY

wellll

I deleted my old blog without a care then i realized, what if i want to take it up again? So now i have this new blog. maybe ill blog maybe i wont. who knows. the only thing i have to talk about right now is FF XI. great game. as addicting as WoW {karl ;-)}. played for a while {4 hrs} till my brother kicked me off. maybe ill go play some more.